Ramblings of Crownfall

If I wanted to listen to your music, I would have sat next to you.
If I wanted to listen to the activities of your throat oysters on their miraculous journey from your throat to your mouth and then the bus floor. I would buy a stethoscope.
If I didn’t want to have to position myself between you and small children and the elderly, I would have ensured you and your kind were not allowed to use public transport.
“Chav” gangs on buses. My own healthy way to deal with stress management.
If it’s not a verbal beat down it’s a swift confrontation met with applause from those on the bus and the driver kicking them off.
Sometimes the best feelings come from dealing with the worst things. The funny thing is. Most of the people i just stood up for would avoid me because of my appearance. Ah well.

I hope all of you are making the best of your opportunities to make others question their own beliefs.

Jack x

So I am now redundant.

I have no job because the corporation closed down the centre I used to work in. This obviously sees me in a very mixed state of mind. 

I AM FREE MOTHER FUCKER! I have escaped that hell hole and they have paid me to do it. No more putting up with team leaders who don’t know their ass from their elbow! No more calls from people who should NOT have the job that they do. I can try to focus on my Youtube channel. I can focus on my band.

BUT I am now to be pretty penniless. Spending my days scouring for a job that undoubtedly, will be as horrible as the last and probably pay less. Hope is a bit drained due to the economic depression. It being the reason I have lost my current job. BAH!

In any case! I am happy to be back. Complaining and ranting about stupid shit, stupid people do and the mostly unspoken thoughts that pass through my mind hoping one day I’ll let rip and get myself institutionalised.

I LOVE BOOOOBIIIIESSSS!!!

Or is everyone that acts self righteous or egotistical or basically a prick allowed to do so without complaint because that’s “who they are.”

To me that means, they are a prick. So why would I want to associate with them? To everyone else however,

“They’re just a prick, but thats just how they act.”

¬_¬ “They act like a prick, so in turn they are one?” 

“No, no. You get used to it. It’s just their humour.”

“Being a prick?”

“No.”

“No?”

“Well, yeah…. but it’s ok” =S

“Because acting like a prick and being one are totally different?”

“YES, now you got it!”

*face palm*

BUT moving on from example to point, they are accepted for being a prick but when YOU decide; “FUCK THIS SHIT!” You are just plain wrong. That is crossing the line.

You think “I am not putting up with this anymore, I’m not being a push over. I’m not gonna be criticised, mocked and made to feel awkward. Out cast in one way or another because they feel like it is their god given right to act like a twat and make me the butt of all the jokes or ignore me.” 

BUT everyone else who witnesses this thinks; “Wow, where did this come from? Why are you being such a little bitch? You have crossed the line.”

WHAT THE FUCK!?

It’s now apparently spoken law that already established pricks are OK but you are not allowed to fight back or complain about it.

Just so you know!